What if you were in a safe place where you could be completely honest
disclosing your fantasies?  What if based on what you said, you could then
enter into that fantasy?  You'd play one role, and a qualified professional
would play the other.  With one word you could stop the fantasy if you didn't
feel safe. It would be completely confidential so you wouldn't be afraid of what
happened.  

This is adult play therapy.

You wouldn't have to carry the guilt of feeling you're alone, or the only one with
kinky fantasies any more.  You'd leave your appointment free of guilt, shame,
and satisfied that you had expressed yourself.

The Ministry is the safe play-space and skilled facilitator you are looking for.
The Ministry of Boulder